when i woke up at 12 today, my neigborhood was covered in a thin duvet of snow. i was immediately pumped for the day because, the night before, my bf said he wanted me to go on a walk for a bit but irefused because i didnt want to confront my ocd triggers. but the snow hid them!!
by the time i was ready to leave the house, there was even more of it, i had some makeup on and i was ready to go, then....
my mom called and said i'd have to be ready in an hour and she'd be there to pick me up and take me to see my grandma. that bummed me tf out. because it's been hard for me to build a relationship with her for my entire life. we don't speak the same language and we don't share the same interests
oversharing but whatever
i still went out and took some pics in my apt complex's parking lot so that was nice. when i got back inside i looked the window and i started singing circle by mitski..... life is so sad but music is there to help i guess
i had to spend the entire day sitting awkwardly or in the car with a headache and nausea and everyone was pissing me OFF
at least i looked cute
(there are hearts in my soles, the snow is too deep for them to be visible lol)